So today I might finally manage to test out my "acting" theory. I woke up and was royally pissed at my boyfriend (not something I'd like to into detail about) but then this morning he was acting adorable, and I couldn't be mad at him anymore. I was still angry, it just wasn't directed at him any longer.
Has to go to school anyway, need those hours, need to finish so I can get out there and find a real job. So I told myself I would pretend I wasn't angry, I would pretend to be in a good mood, and maybe it would actually cheer me up, or at the very least it would keep everyone else from realizing how upset I was. :)
So far, its working. I actually feel better, I guess we'll see how far that goes.